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(getting fucked by my depression)

there is no largeness inside of me today. there is only a mass of past pieces that have never really gone away. together, they make up a scaly, abrasive thing that grips me suddenly and pulls me into bed roughly. they chafe and cut and leave me short of breath. there is no time to cry, only a perpetual swelling inside of me.

it promises relief, but we all know how promises made in bed end.

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